Woke up feeling a little strange.Called mum to see how she is doing and it fueled my feeling even more.
Mum sounded so despondent and I rekon its because of the deep pain she is in.Her tablet quota from the hospital has been used for the month so she can't het more right now.
Mum also asked me if Tatum will take her to the shops this weekend.I just wonder why does mum not reach out to all those who have said they are willing and there for her.
Why is mum not making contact?Well I also guess she is feeling more so in a dark hole processing that she is not allowed to drive anymore.
I hate to think what she is going through in her world however I can't get my head around her not wanting to reach out to people there for her.
I felt so helpless after the call and could hear her irritation about people telling her to look at the brighter things.
This worries me but I guess I need to keep the faith and hope around her coming around.We not in her shoes so really I don't know what's best for her.Anyhoo best I continue to enjoy the sunshine on my skin,take in this view from Raw Cafe and look forward to time with Aroon and Bear.
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