Merry xmas!Awake real early lying here with the door open admiring the beautiful scenery of Pringle Bay.
Thinking about my family-miss my brothers.I am feeling deep gratitude for my mum seeing through another xmas with us.
I have most enjoyed having her here for the past few years.Maybe next year we can do xmas in Durbs.
I always miss out on Azizs' bday due to work however seeing that I managed to get a few days off this year I am going to aim for time off in Durbs next year.
It has been a lil challenging with mums pain and us havin mis-understandings with mum so there have been these pockets of unpleasantness however I feel yesterday we managed to speak to mum in a very calm manner to get a few things off our chests.
It really breaks my heart that after all these years mum is still stuck in a certain headspace and is missing out on a more harmonious life.
Mum intends to do the next MTL course and I am sure many things will shift for her.
Listening to the birds right now and glancing at the view-I so need to do more getaways in the new year.
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